i hate being home alone.
i absolutely hate it.
sure, i love having the house to myself, and being able to watch whatever i want on tv, and not having to worry about using up all the hot water or playing my music too loud.
but i hate being scared at night.
i hate having to make my own meals.
i hate when carter is having dinner with his family and i'm.. not.
i hate how quiet it is.
i don't do "lonely" very well. it eats me up. it freaks me out.