my apologies

i've noticed that my last couple posts have been incredibly boring, and probably of no interest to anyone who is reading them.. but i just thought i'd let y'all know that i'm mostly writing this blog as a not so personal journal. it's a record of my life. because i SUCK at writing in journals. so i write letters to people - carter, my parents, myself, david - and i blog. this way, when i have children (weird) and they want to know what my life is like.. i can show them this blog, and some letters i've written, and they can see in to my life and what was going on. so if you don't like what you're reading.. suck eggs. :)