lacking.

i feel like i'm really lacking in everything right now. my social life is non-existant. my self-confidence level is below low. but i don't even know what to do about it. there are so many amazing people in my life, and i keep finding myself comparing ME to THEM. and i don't even remotely compare. it's really frustrating. plus, i feel like i expect too much from people. i just want to be happy and to make people happy. so far, not so good. maybe this week will get better.. but it's only tuesday and i'm already predicting a terrible week. :(