Precious..

OMGGGG this is so stinking cute.

Love Someone Like You're Six.

sleep, please.

looks like i'm not sleeping tonight.

turns out i was so stressed about finding somewhere to live

that i forgot i have to pack to move to that place.

which means tonight - after babysitting / studying my butt off for my 2 exams tomorrow - i'll be packing. probably all night. i have got a TON of stuff. and i have to do it tonight because tomorrow, like i said, i have 2 exams. and then i am doing a walk-through of my house (yay!). and then i am leaving to go home. and then when i come back up (with my mom & dad & carter) we're moving! so if i don't have all my stuff ready to go i'll probs be in biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig trouble.

pray for me. kthx.

YIPEEE!

I officially signed my first lease agreement EVER!

Yep, I do currently rent a room in a house, but it's such a gong show.

I paid my first damage deposit too.

Cause I also never even paid one of them for this room.

And my first full months rent! Not just $300!

AND I AM SOOOOO EXCITED!

Walk-through on Thursday!!

He knows.

Again, I must express my love of the Lord. He really and truly knows exactly what we need and when to give it to us. Or IF to give it to us. I am so thankful that He knows me and my needs. I am grateful that He has given us ways of communication and makes it easy to know if we're making the right decision or not. I'm grateful that He has blessed me with an amazing fiance who knows how to calm all my nerves, and who carries the Priesthood with pride. I'm grateful that He has given me the opportunity to learn. And most recently, I am VERY grateful that the Lord has opened doors. Like the door He opened to my new residence. It came at the perfect time. I now know where I'll be moving to! :)

talk time.

have i ever mentioned my amazing fiance?

and how much i love aforementioned fiance?

have i ever mentioned how much we talk on the phone?

let me put it this way.

if i go on my smartphone.

to my rogers account application.

and look at our usage.

we have unlimited evening and weekend minutes.

we only talk on the phone in the evenings.

we have, as of 4 hours ago, used 533:00 evening/weekend minutes.

and we just spoke on the phone for another 135 minutes.

that's right, kids.

2 hours and 15 minutes of talk time.

and then he was all, "i'm tired, i'm going to bed."

so we exchanged "i love yous" and "goodnights" and "sleep goods" and "see you in 2 days" and then he said his final goodbye. and i didn't hang up the phone.

neither did he.

he then began tossing and turning and sighing and making all sorts of funny sounds. the sorts of sounds that people make when they're falling asleep.

so obviously, i couldn't just hang up.

i said. "carter, did you forget to hang up the phone?" and he gasped in shock and then began panting. i started laughing. really hard. it was super funny. hahahaha. omg. i love that guy. legit. he's the greatest part of my whole world.

remember this post? from a long time ago? i still feel the same way.

funny how that happens, hey?

strangers become acquaintances. acquaintances become friends. friends become best friends. best friends become loves. loves become fiances. fiances become eternity.

we've certainly come a long way.

lessons learned.

today i learned that....
- studying really does pay off. not studying has its consequences. like 48%.
- buses are not invincible in the snow. they're scary.
- speaking of snow, it sucks. it's cold, and it's wet, and it's slippery. and cold.
- not even the most perfect fiances can tear their eyes/ears/nose/hands away from video games..
- vehicles with 4-wheel drive are fan-freaking-tastic.
- heat lamps aren't that great.
- i maybe do like jewelry.
- don't put off studying until the last minute. it'll bite you in the butt.
- whilst trying to study, do NOT get on blogger. or facebook. or pinterest.
- talking on the phone while studying is not conducive to learning anything.
- crying doesn't solve anything. it doesn't make you smarter, or more beautiful, or happier, or take away your bad grades and frustration.
- groceries don't buy themselves.

psssst.

follow my new blog.

Becoming ''We'' 

:)

tlm. die.

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i'm going to colossally bomb my exam on friday.

university sucks.

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WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. :( i need a good cry.

crazy life.

here's a look in to the life that is mine.

i just moved. but not really. i just switched bedrooms within my little house. but it was exhausting. i'm currently in the process of finding a bachelor's suite for me and my soon-to-be hubby to live in in december.
school is sucky. i'm doing alright with my grades and such, but it's seriously insane. 7 classes = exams every week. luckily, though, we don't do midterms. i'dve died. [sidenote, so if i read this again in a year once i've graduated, i LOVE pathology reports. we just started them today. lovelovelovelovelove.]
it's getting cold. winter is like.. here.
wedding plans are going great. i have a dress. i have invitations (sort of. it's more of a work in progress than anything). i have everything scheduled. i still have to invite my bridesmaids to you know, be my bridesmaids, and we have to order carter's groomsmen's ties. [107 days, if you were wondering.]
i drink way too much diet coke.
i spend too much time on the internet.
i love jodi picoult. seriously. if you want to get anything done, do not - i repeat, DO NOT! - pick up one of her books. i've read my sister's keeper, the tenth circle, plain truth, and most of house rules in just over a week. ONE WEEK. i read on the bus to school, from school, at lunch, between classes, walking home from the bus stop (i don't read on the way to the bus stop because [a.] it's really cold and i'd rather wear mittens and [b.] usually it's too dark to see the words very well.), and sometimes i even sneak in an hour or 2 (or 3 or 4..) after school.
the fiance is fantastic. he's to die for, really. he's so great. i talk to him for at least an hour. every. single. day. monday - thursday. then he comes and sees me on the weekends. which is awesome. i know he doesn't necessarily love taking time off of work, but i think being alone would suffocate me if he didn't come on weekends.
speaking of being alone.. kelsey eakett is a life saver. she's so willing to come play with me when all i want to do is cry.
money sucks. it's such a terrible thing. who's idea was money? they should be severely punished.
speaking of money.. i'm going babysitting tonight. again. every wednesday. i basically make $50 every week to just do my homework and watch tv.
BUT i have to leave in just over an hour. so that gives me another 45 minutes to read my house rules and maybe even finish it!
kpeace.